Tuesday, September 18, 2007
Hmm, 心情has more or less 平服,won't feel so sensitive to things already. Maybe its because i have let them out of me, thus feeling much much better. The 烦恼now is should i change a new job? i'm happy with my current pay but the job is getting boring. its more or less everyday going work to 混日子,8.30-5.30 and its time to knock off. Though gettin paid when doing not alot of things is good, it will start to become boring and it seems that there is no challenge in it. Am I goin to continue to be in this state for the nxt 7-8 mths? hmmm its a question to really ponder. a new job opportunity has arrived which at first i tot i am interested in. I pretty much wan to gain experience in event mangement job in those event organiser company. however the job that i went for interview is more of sales & marketing with management but its not those type of direct events management that i am interested in. this job would involve alot of corporate sales and persuaing ppl to sign up this service n blah blah blah.. hmm i think i know my ans of what i really want. thats not sth that i like and i wld definitely rather stay put at where i am now....
okayy this post is just rather rambling for me to sort my thoughts.....
9/18/2007 09:59:00 AM; smiles.Y
Friday, September 07, 2007
PISSSSS thats the word that describe how am I feeling now.
I hate it when people tend to suan me. If is those minor suan-ing, thats still okayy and i'm able to take it but when ppl suan n suan, i just couldn't take all this lightly. Yes i know that they may not know that they have indirectly hurt my feelings but still i'm a ger leh! And with my character, i'm not that strong...
this feel days, i really felt that 五月天-抓狂 describe how i feel best. i love blasting that song when i'm piss, in anger and i just need a way to vent off my anger
五月天 - 抓狂
我要飞而你却像 埋葬梦想的高墙
我要跳而你却像 地心引力那么强
很不爽 我很不爽 不要让我更不爽
快抓狂 我快抓狂 不要搞不清状况
我要飞 而你却像埋 葬梦想的高墙
我要跳 而你却像地心引力那么强
是你让大气圈缺氧 是你把天堂弄脏
是你把地球变成 我的战场(快抓狂 快抓狂)
是火药装满心脏 是血管装满岩浆
呼吸也不能呼吸 呼吸呼吸(快抓狂 快抓狂)
要怎样 不然你想要怎样
要怎样 我们现在就明讲
谁怕谁 看谁先让谁投降
谁怕谁 谁叫你要让我抓狂
恨是火 愤怒是钢 我是沸腾的胆量
为什么 要生存在 天使坠落的地方
很不爽 我很不爽 不要让我更不爽
快抓狂 我快抓狂 不要搞不清状况
是你让大气圈缺氧 是你把天堂弄脏
是你把地球变成 我的战场(快抓狂 快抓狂 )
是火药装满心脏 是血管装满岩浆
呼吸也不能呼吸 呼吸呼吸(快抓狂 快抓狂)
要怎样 不然你想要怎样
要怎样 我们现在就明讲
谁怕谁 看谁先让谁投降
谁怕谁 谁叫你要让我抓狂
要怎样 不然你想要怎样
要怎样 我们现在就明讲
谁怕谁 看谁先让谁投降
谁怕谁 谁叫你要让我抓狂
是你让大气圈缺氧 是你把天堂弄脏
是你把地球变成 我的战场(快抓狂 快抓狂)
是火药装满心脏 是血管装满岩浆
呼吸呼吸(快抓狂 快抓狂)
要怎样 不然你想要怎样
要怎样 我们现在就明讲
谁怕谁 看谁先让谁投降
谁怕谁 谁叫你要让我抓狂
要怎样 不然你想要怎样
要怎样 我们现在就明讲
谁怕谁 看谁先让谁投降
谁怕谁 谁叫你要让我抓狂
要怎样 不然你想要
怎样要怎样 我们现在就明讲
谁怕谁 看谁先让谁投降
谁怕谁 谁叫你要让我抓狂
抓狂
9/07/2007 03:47:00 PM; smiles.Y